So... about that weight loss thing...

Yeah. It stopped. I've lost 32lb since having Zoey and now it's just kind of stopped. It's time I start more aggressive measures... but part of the problem I have right now is sitting.

Yes, sitting.

I bought Tone-Ups so my walking would be more aggressive. I had every intention of spending more time at the park. I still have this intention, but I cannot do it when it's over 100 degrees outside every single day and humid as a sauna... I cannot take Zoey out in that mess. You practically sunburn just from looking out the window. It has gotten pretty bad... that has hindered me a lot. Plus, I work at a desk all stinking day... I try to get up and move around, but sometimes I get so busy I hardly remember to pee... I'm not even kidding. I'll go 8 hours without peeing during the day. I just forget. I don't know why. Boo to working.

I feel awful right now. I need to lose 20lbs. None of my clothes fit right... so I don't feel attractive at all. I tried getting a haircut to boost my self-esteem but it's just not enough. I need to lose this weight. I hardly fit in my maternity pants OR my pre-pregnancy pants... there just isn't a place for me in my closet anymore. :(

I've decided I'm going to try going back to what I know works for me, but it takes finding the time to do it. I need to get going on the WiiFit again... but who has time? By the time I make it home from work, I cook dinner and take care of Zoey. Then I go to bed. I have to find time!!!

The only thing I have time for is Slimfast.

I did a Slimfast diet for our wedding and it helped me lose 17lb. I'd do a shake for breakfast... a 100 calorie snack of some sort around 10 a.m.... another shake and something small like a 1/2 sandwich or lean cuisine for lunch... another 100 calorie snack in the afternoon... then enjoy more calories for dinner since I LOVE to cook... but I'd eat on a smaller plate... then I'd have a 100 calorie ice cream for dinner. I was keeping my calorie intake between 1200-1500/day and making sure I got a certain amount of protein. It worked and I didn't feel like I was depriving myself because of the snackage... chocolate is always good. :)

So here I am again, determined to lose this weight by my birthday. Can I do it?

Please motivate me. I wanna be a hot momma.